Sick of it

Hhhhh I'm so sick of everything, I hate school, I want to leave so bad all I want to do is live my own life, but I cant because to get a job I have to finish high school with like, good grades or something, if I want a good job I gotta go to university which I doubt I can even afford, I dont even know what I want to do, I could do art but that seems like nothing you know? Like wow I can draw a picture gold sticker for me. Everyones so much smarter than me, it's all my fault because I cant concentrate, like at all, I've never been able to and teachers get so angry at me for it, I'm sorry I want to do good and listen but I just cant and I'm sorry