A peaceful moment of no stress and a clear headed decision.

I thought a lot. Put my feelings back into place and bringing up past thoughts and feelings. I noted where my confidence was and the way I existed in certain people’s eyes vs my close friends and my sister. I started writing away in a new notebook I got and decided at that point I’m going to try and be who I wanna be and find my feet as much as I can. I don’t wanna live like this forever.