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i just had a mental break down
dont get me wrong, i love my bf
but im still not over my ex gf
she left me for another girl
idk what i did wrong
did i not love u enough?
did i love u TOO much?
was i not doing a good job?
why did u lose feelings..
every time i go into my backyard or in the laundry room, i think of you.
your hugs.
your kisses.
your smile.
AND U LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER GIRL
AND YEA I THREW UR FUCKING HOODIE INTO THE ROAD
I LEFT IT IN THE RAIN
I LEFT IT IN THE FUCKING ROAD AND LET IT GET RAN OVER
BUT ALL YOU FUCKING CARED ABOUT WAS THAT HOODIE
NOT EVEN WHAT YOU DID TO ME
YOU CANT EVEN SEE ME HURTING EVERYTIME I WALK BY
YOU FUCKING BROKE ME
IM HAPPY IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, I AM
BUT AFTER WHAT YOU DID.. IM SCARED
IM SCARED HE WILL LEAVE ME LIKE YOU DID
IM SCARED HES GONNA YELL AT ME 24/7 LIKE YOU DID
IM SCARED HES GONNA FAKE LOVING ME WHILE HE LOVES SOMEONE ELSE
WHY DID YOU FAKE IT?
WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU JUST BREAK UP WITH ME WHEN YOU FIRST STARTED LOVING HER?
WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME
I TOOK 28 PILLS AFTER THAT NIGHT
YOU DIDNT EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU
I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU EVERYWHERE I GO BC YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE
FUCK
EVEN MY FRIENDS REMIND ME OF YOU
honestly
id rather jay tell me hes going to actually break up with me instead of saying
"I LIKE MADI BUT I DONT WANNA BREAK UP WITH YOU!!!!"
your lying ass said forever
you said fucking soulmates
and im such a fool
bc i believed you
i believed you because i thought you meant it.
but you treated me as a toy.
once you were finished with me, you threw me out
like i didnt have fucking feelings.
never date ur best friends... it sucks :)
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