Miss

I will miss
my chest exploding
you coming home
not turning on the light
always waking me up

I will miss
the sudden burst of safety
when you look at me
or hold my hand
or say something like
”let’s go home”

I will miss
the years we dreamt
on something or someone.
The pieces didn’t fit, shaped wrong
the timing always off.

I loved you like I always will.