Feeling Annoyed

I'm just so over it all. I'm trying to be smart about moving and getting away from where I'm living right now. I just get a lot of intense feelings where I want to be irrational and just pack my things up and leave. Not tell anyone where I'm going, just go far away from everything and everyone. It feels like all I've been doing is fighting with family, that we can't talk about anything rationally. Nothing is going to get solved because no one can talk without starting some kind of fight because everyone is being unreasonable. There is also a lot of miss understanding and no one wanting to take the time to understand where anyone is coming from. They don't want to listen to where someone is coming from. They just immediately take offense to what the other person is saying. I'm tired of everyone wanting to solve stuff but not really solve anything. They just want to seem like they do without putting the work into what needs to be done. Any time I've voice what's going on and how I feel. I'm made to feel like an asshole and I get yelled at for it. They make me feel like I'm the bad guy. I can't finically do anything yet, which just adds to my frustration. It's making it hard for me to think sometimes in doing the right stuff. I want it all to stop.