2/14/22

This morning I walked downstairs and got a bowl of Krave for breakfast. I didn't even realize we had it, but trust me, I'm happy we did. It's my favorite. I got upstairs, put on a shirt, checked SpaceHey, etc. Then, I played Minecraft for a while.

I ended up having an anxiety attack. That's what I get for not taking my meds, though. My dad made it way worse. He had me read out my grades to him, then got mad because I didn't know why my teachers didn't grade anything. He yelled at me a bunch and I told my mom. That just made him angrier when she called him. He kept saying I didn't have any mental illness and it was insulting to "actual mentally ill people" even though I'm diagnosed. I ended up crying in the bathroom after he finally left me alone. I went downstairs and cried more. I finally managed to calm down and went back upstairs.

My mom brought me stuff for Valentine's Day. A chocolate rose, a stuffed elephant, a chocolate bar, and a bag of Cheetos. I ate like half of the chocolate bar immediately. I emailed my teachers about the assignments she hasn't graded yet, and sent her links to the documents. I'm going to keep doing schoolwork, since I'm not caught up with the plan my mom made. In the mail, my sibling got a package. By the feel of it, a new phone case. I thought they liked their phone case, it has strawberries on it. Maybe I can give her a sticker that they can put on their new phone case, since they couldn't fit any of their old one. 

I've been watching a lot Danny Gonzalez, Drew Gooden, and Kurtis Conner. I'm not sure why, but their videos just make me laugh. 

That's all for today. I'm going to go play Five Nights at Freddy's.