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it's been rlly bad recently :( all my pets have been dying and i keep getting yelled at for having meltdowns :(( it's been so bad i have to force myself to type scene just to try to be happy.. i'm going to the pet store tmrw to try and make myself feel better. i'm going to see if we can go to a local park that ik will make me feel better but i feel like she'll just say no bc i'm "being over dramatic and need to calm down" or else she'll take my phone or threaten something else that makes me happy.
at this point i don't really care, i'm just trying to get thru the days without thinking about the bad things. a few more years and i'm OUT.
rlly just need a place to rant so i don't push it all onto my friends.
on a lighter note, does anyone have any scene music recommendations? i mentally cannot look it up myself or i will cry thinking i'm stupid for not understanding things lol
NOTE: (i am in no physical harm and am going to therapy already for her behavior. I DO NOT NEED HELP OR ADVICE, JUST A PLACE TO RANT.)
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