the future (ahhhhh)

hello to the internet ghosts reading this. I want to get everything about my ideal future off my chest so here it goes. I want to finish high school, go to community college for art and *maybe* transfer to a four year university. Really all I want to do is pursue music. I can't sing...like at all and I'm okay with that. I want to be in a band. I feel like that be even more fun than being a solo artist, don't you think? You get to tour around the country or maybe even the world in a tour bus with some of your best friends, performing for thousands of people singing the lyrics back to you. idk if I "daydream" too much about my ideal future, but hey whatever gets me through the day I guess. Playing bass full time would be incredible, I started writing music around oct/nov 2020 and I believe that I've made progress. It's obviously never gonna be perfect because nothing in this world is...except for my chemical romance's entire discography (still can't believe I'm gonna see them live). I have plenty of ideas of different concepts whether is be for an album/ep or music videos or tours or live performance. anything. I just need to find people in my area who want to do the same thing... and aren't annoying. I'm talking about the few guitar players I already know at my school, it just wouldn't work out. Listen, music and art are somethings that I'm really passionate about and to make a career out at least one them, especially music, would be a dream come true. I feel like I can go on and on about my dreams, but I'll end it here. xoxo