you read the title right folks. so basically last night i got mad at my mom for looking through my messages with my friend and ended up snapping at her a little. when she left my room i cried in my bed for like an hour and 30 minutes and i decided to call her up to my room to explain to her why im upset? i guess? idk i was going through one of those emotional episodes i get like a few times a week. when she came upstairs i told her how much i wanted to go to public school and i was mad t her putting me in private even though i tell her how much i hate it. i went on about how i wasted what was supposed to be my best years of my life all because she hid me away because she was worried i "would not survive real middle school". It eventually turned into me thinking i should come out to her now that i finally have her attention for once even if it wasn't a fitting time to. I tried to get the words out of my mouth for like a half an hour of me stuttering and spitting out a few words to give hints. she wanted me to just say it already and i ended up telling her im not straight and im queer. she had some questions about what that meant and i explained it to her best as i could. i also told her that the only labels that i relate to is pansexual and bisexual but i havent decided on labling myself yet. she told me that she'd love me either way no matter if i was queer or not which was not what i was expecting at all. I was so shocked i didnt even feel like crying anymore. it was almost 12AM which meant that was prob why i didnt feel like crying. i havent come out to anyone else in my family and im terrified if anyone else finds out because i know i wont get the same reaction out of anyone else.
i came out to my mom!!
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