You wake up and howl, do a morning routine to upkeep this human vessel. (that's if you aren't completely depressed, which you should. "my body is my temple")

You have job/school and spend a good chunk of your day there.

The only real free time is home.

Have you ever felt obligated? By responsibility, the people that depend on you, time and existence itself?

You ever question or have doubt? "what is it that i'm doing", "can or can't", when or whom?, "am i?"  "what's the purpose?" All these when, why, who, and how that announce consciousness.

Consciousness defines as being present in yourself as it relates to the wider sensual understanding of all else.

Consciousness is basically just being aware of you mortality and everyone else's.

It's not limited to "knowing i'm alive and everyone around me experience is relative"

It also means taking in vitality, or it leads to some dark places; I.e misanthropy.

I ask you reading this, what are your two most extremes in a linear 2 choice spectrum.

as to ask, what would you choose between something really favorable and something really unfavorable? (i want you to know the answer, firmly and imagine it)

If you know the answer you have the willpower but it's undeveloped or you are stringent by the ritual of the mundane as i like to call it.

Now, there's a third choice. (Some people might not even know there's a 3rd choice!)

Well if you answer the two most extremes, and visualized it, also include the alternative to those two extremes.

Ok, who knows what status is?

Is it granted, earned, or enforced?

When we speak of someone who's powerful by some societal merit, we either love them or hate them and can feel indifferent if it doesn't pertain to you in any way.

Well, to answer the question. You can't obtain or upkeep status without an audience or tribe.

(trust me, i'd love to live in the woods on my own with a lover but that's not status that's just living on my own means.)

It can be enforced, but it becomes a moral jurisdiction, it can be earned and it is usually thrilling to see the upheaval, and can be granted but arguably get's tested.

So yes, status correlates to power, because powerful people have status.

You can choose how much personal space you have, how people perceive you, it has material perks.

Cont....

Ego is so misunderstood and overshadowed by it's journey, the definition is always descriptive of the person you ask (ask someone what ego is and they will open like a book)

I'd argue ego is like clothing, it's an exterior of ourselves. When naked, the body is exposing, and shows the self.

Ego correlates to the self, so let's define it as, without bias; conceptual identity of the self.

The self being the true raw form without influence, culturally, mentally or morally.

So why i choose to speak of status, and define ego?

Because i renounced hatred, hatred of women, hatred of men, hatred of humanity, hatred of knowledge, and hatred of self.

These words are in us and definite, distinct. (They/Them, she, him, us, we.)

I, Me, you.  "I am enough and i attract all that i seek" say that 3 times, repeat throughout the day see what happens!

It takes a leader to lead, with great power comes responsibility.

Shy away from it and you'll be disappointment, keep asking and you'll always be short of answers, keep waiting and renounce will.

Fight for yourself, obtain your honor, rest but don't settle, for today is every tomorrow.

I conquer and contemplate. 

The casual and the acasual, the will to power, love and hatred a dichotomy. Yet in the same sense a cold balance, true nihilism. 

Thank you for reading this, i want you to succeed and meditate on it, don't conform.

if you seen the matrix trilogy you understand Neo doesn't, but the red pill or blue pill represent choice, otherwise he'd never become the superman/Jesus, and he asked the oracle every time for answers.

When he discovered the matrix was truly just a mathematical simulation he still chose to save his lover because he is a man,  yet she inevitably dies. The oracle and the matrix as people are just allegories of the casual and the acasual in the ritual of the mundane.

if you've read Siddhartha by Herman Hesse, it's about Siddhartha who was seen as perfect as a young boy but he realizes he's not fulfilled and seeks enlightenment, through this journey he becomes a man, but not a Buddhist. He finds Buddha, and learns enlightenment is within himself, his son runs away in anger like he did, his wife and childhood friend seek Buddha. Nothing phases him when he's old and becomes content living with the fisherman, whom knows nothing but knows joy. This is the ritual of the mundane in action.

If you ever attempted goetic magick or know a great deal about it, you'll soon find out you can't summon demons, and most things in high magick are archaic.

You don't actually need all the tools, and there's work arounds.

Yet, every piece in the practice has a reason and the act itself is what makes or breaks it.

The more effort you put into it the better the working is.

If you ever done psychedelics, you find yourself in a new light with abstract thoughts.

The psychedelics don't show you anything, they just quiet the noise to connect the dots.

You can do many LSD, Mushrooms, Mescaline, Salvia, DMT, each with their own lesson.

We are all interconnected, the universe is all one giant collective conscious.

Earth is like a living organism and we are the microbes.

and you also have a root problem or solution when sober, you just needed to seek the answer.