☆ Tomorrow is Back to uni T_T

Last day before school starts again... tomorrow is going to be a rough day from 9AM to 7PM, especially because I have to wake up at 6.30AM to catch my bus. But at least I'm starting a new school schedule and I'll have 3 hours of economics. I'm not worrying to much about it since I've done 5 years of it in high school, but I'm very curious about what we're going to learn in 3 hours per week!! Like... It's a lot!! By the way I didn't mention it but I'm studying English and Italian translation, and my mother's tongue is French (which is the one I surprisingly have the hardest time with lol). Last year I went to college to study technical graphics (?) but I figured it wasn't what I exactly wanted and maths were making me struggle too much. So here I am, starting my first year of uni at 20 years old when I should be on my third and last year of bachelor .-. But it's ok, everybody needs time to figure themselves out I guess :/

Talking about figuring myself out... I've always kind of struggled with this. I know who I am and what I like but I just feel like I am a whole MESS! like... for 2 weeks I'm going to be 100% into drawing, then a week later I'll be into vlogging, then the next week I'll be into writing blogs on spacehey... (xD) But yeah, you get the point. I always feel like I'm so indecisive and I always feel bad for not finishing something. Last week for example, I got back into video editing. And I told myself "I'm totally going to restart joining collabs and edit daily!!" and it lasted like 3 days and I got tired of it, discovered spacehey, the whole neocities thing and forgot about editing because I found something super new and interesting and spent the last few days discovering websites and updating my spacehey profile. Results: I didn't continue my collab part :( I truly don't know what to do about it and this is why I say I feel like a mess and I can never focus on ONE thing. 

Today I finished reading volume 2 of Gals! (nawrrrrr). So I'm searching for volume 3 and 4 on second hand websites since I can't seem to find them in any stores (even thrift ones). It's such a great manga and I'm in love with the outfits, the drawings and the way the author shares some parts about her own life through the book. It's so cool!!

Well, I think that's it for today?? I'm kinda tired so I will go eat some pasta and italian meatballs and then probably go to sleep since I have to wake up early T_T (help). I wish everyone a great week and hope everything will go well for you!!! Writing to you soon <3