Getting ready for work and I have one thing to say

Like… do I smell? Do I look like an angler fish? Like how long do I gotta wait to be spoiled by whoever I’m dating? Like the older I get, the more I realize I have never gotten a gift from anyone I’ve ever dated that I didn’t low key have to pay for and that’s trash as hell. Tbh I think I’m a dope ass gift giver or whatever but like the last time I got something it was a box of chocolates, that I discovered he bought for every girl he was talking to, including his bm that he still vehemently denied fucking even though he very clearly was.  I’m tired of spoiling myself. It stopped being fulfilling after online shopping stopped being fun 6 months ago. Whatever I’m single for life at this point and this blog doesn’t even matter so whatever. Off to wash my ass I guess