Frack!! Why am I saying these things right now ... I just wanna vent, tell someone.

Well as of today, I will stop going to college and start following my dreams from this day forward! I have been going to college and not being happy with my choices that I have been doing and in fact, I've been even more depressed when i went because i went with no exact purpose in mind. It was absolutely boring and nauseating. But now, i feel like I have a chance at true happiness with my choices ahead and I hopefully can achieve my goals I set for myself. I wanna make money and make it in a way that will feel very nice. Make money to the point it feels like i'm soaring through the skies without financial struggle, having all I need and a little extra. To me, that is my way to true fulfillment and success on a personal level. I wanna be with my lover, friends, and family for the rest of my days.