i am SO SICK OF HAVING TENDONITIS

I said it! im sick of it! I either wake up in pain, so i know to lay off or i have no pain and that gives me false hope that today is going to be a good day, i start doing normal shit and BOOM pain. it sucks so hard and i hate it. i want to draw again, but i cant!!!! Yet im expected to write multiple pages on some random bullshit!!!! i cant wait to be fucking DONE w school omfg. im just ognna fail i dont care XD

gggggg

i just wanna have a normal hand so i can draw again........ T_T