2/2/22

AHHHHHHH!!!! So H might get reported to cops or something soon! I hate cops but theres not much else i can do at this point. We also don’t have any proof so i doubt they’ll do anything :/. I hope they do though. Ive had to talk to counselors and tried to talk to one of my friends (victim) to get more information but it’s difficult. Without more information i can only say what I’ve witnessed and gone through. Oh and i fought H yesterday after school. I got the twenty bucks she owed me and then fighting started. Also my friend J was with us and trying to get me to not fighter her like I’m just gonna stop totally. It ended in a tie. I didn’t get hurt but i bit her hand really hard and kicked her knee hard too. i doubt it left much damage sadly. It was satisfactory though for my first real fight. Anyways thanks to that jerk i walked away with new art supplies, 20 bucks and freshly renewed trauma roaming the forefront of my mind. Oh and also when i got home she texted me asking to d8 her again which was like. I just tried to smash you into the ground for “sm3xully” assaulting my friends and I and you fall in love with me again? Wtf. Anyways i think I’m lowkey falling for my best friend that I haven’t talked to in a while bc we are talking more now and I’m just like, “hmhmhmhmmmmmmmAH.” Its ouch its AH. But anyways yeah. Its a bit odd how I’m acting so nonchalant about the whole H “smexusully” assaulted me and my friend group thing. I think I’ve just gotten so used to it that i want it over with and its hard to react normally to it because I’m just so done with it. H is a horrible person but we have close to no proof and were no sure what to do. We are working on it though, rest assured. Anyways with bittersweet love, Maddex <3