OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB

mention of incest and loli/shota con!!! 

so ive been rewatching ohshc right? and its been ok im on ep 13 out of 26 and its yknow!! good. ok

but there are sooooo many parts that make me unbelievably uncomfortable T-T the incest? mori and honey, hikru and kaoru? ITS GRODY i hate it so much. AND THEN HONEY AS A CHARACTER?????????? sooooo.... gross... i get that they werent sexualising him but please. any character thats called a "shouta" or "loli" freaks me the fuck out..... just. absolutely disgusting how a character that LOOKS AND ACTS LIKE A CHILD is somehow ok to sexualise JUST because "ohhh but theyre actually an adult!!! so its ok <3" NO????????? NO IT IS NOT OK? i dont care if that character is 30 or 40 or even 112 years old IF THEY LOOK AND ACT LIKE A CHILD AND YOURE ATTRACTED TO THEM IN ANY WAY THATS GROSS!!!!!!! its super gross. pretty sure you can get arrested for it cuz uhhhhhhhh it kinda does count as fucking CHILD PORN if you have loli/shota stuff saved on your computer... even if it is fictional

anyway...... i still like the character, i just hate how they couldnt have used honey as a parody of some sort? idk... his existance and how his character is treated canon and fanon wise creeps me out

kyoya....... kyoya *stares wistfully into the night sky* he is soooo..... EHEHEHE i HATE HIM i think hes gross and weird but i do understand why hes the fan favourite... I DOOOO and i get it. its the palatable power difference... what he did to haruhi in that one beach episode was fucked up and weird and i hate him for it...................... but its like edward cullen..... theres a connection and ive made it ok so... ITS THE POWER DIFFERENCE !! any difference in power like that would be unhealthy in a real relationship but when its romanticised in a way where, the more powerful character is just trying to protect the main character in some way..... i get it. i cant talk too much about kyoya as a character though, because i still dont have a full grasp on his character so my feelings for him are subject to change but, well, hes hot. its hot. and i understand the appeal he has... if only i could explain it more coherently, ah well </3

ii do hate both kyoya and edward though, im not ok with how creepy they are in the slightest... i just want to study them and attack them and well FIX THEM lol.... its ok i can fix them... just like how i can fic twilight and ohshc in my head........ lol

anyway thats all i have to say, sorry for the tangents i have a lot to talk about!!!!!