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i really enjoy watching people but not like in a creepy stalker way, in and observing life way. idk if that makes it better or even makes sense but whatever. during summer or whenever i would go to the beach, there were always so many people. families, couples, friends, etc. it was one of my favorite places to be. everyone is just doing their own thing, simply existing. there are so many different emotions going on from different people. there's probably people who went because they're sad and the beach is comforting. there's people who went to have a good time because the weather was nice. there's people who went on dates there. i love watching the people there. so much happiness, so many people having fun.
i don't feel real when i watch people. like i'm not one of them like human. i feel like a video game character like an npc watching all the real people interact. sometimes this is a peaceful thing for me. sometimes i get jealous. i get so intrigued with what could be said between those friends and come up with a small story or if go off anything i heard if i was close enough. some times i will wish to have an experience like that little kid is having with their parents. all those people i look at have their own lives. i will never know them. not a lot of people know the ins and outs of anyone else's lives which is so fascinating. no one will ever know your life like you do, though someone could analyze it probably. observing peoples actions and emotions is a very interesting thing for me.
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alab
I feel you. Before the pandemic, I used to live at the university dorm. Sometimes, I would go around the area in the city by myself just to see what people are up to and such. I would say I'm an extrovert and I also do that because I love bumping into friends for spontaneous hang-outs from time to time. Just seeing the world and the people that live in it is truly something that reminds me of being human too.