baby just say yes

1-30-2022 i have a habit of logging into gaia online to play pinball, remembering there's a journal feature, writing one of those, and then coming here. that is what led to my last post, and that is why im here tonight. it is 11:39pm as of typing this, but i have no plans of going to bed any time soon. i am once again indulging in my habit of avoiding "modern technology" and, despite this being an emulator, my brain is counting here as not-modern. i am currently laying in bed, listening to love story by taylor swift on cd on repeat (hence the subject line). blame my sister for this lapse in music taste, she got me the cd for christmas cuz it was at a thrift store. my reason for this particular song is deeply personal, so just trust me that it's good. i really should be writing this all in a journal but i am far too lazy to grab one. i might lurk around here for a bit, but im hoping to watch some youtube vids ive been interested in and maybe do some art or actual journaling to ground me. take care, void that i am yelling into, i will talk to you... whenever i think to next. maybe it will be soon! but dont place any bets on that

"cause we were both young when i first saw you"