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The finale of the dark era

So I don't really have much to touch up here I don't think. The thing is you probably think you didn't tell us EVERYTHING. Well this EVERYTHING IS probably shit you don't give a shit about. Like do you want me to tell you step by step why I got denied Medicaid a few time? No? Thought so! Also why I didn't apply this year? No why would you give a shit about that? Because you don't the thing is I'm okay now. I got my problems fixed and I'm seriously glad that I got that court order to induce and force help. Otherwise I don't know where I would be. I could also tell you about the time how disturbed I was way before we moved into that ''old house'' how I saw what the brain eating disease effected my dad's Mom at 87 and the look on her face when she died in her nursing bed. How mentally disturbed spiritualty and mentally I felt inside a nursing home. I could go on and on but this is enough. I feel some things are better kept myself because you just don't need to keep hearing me nagging on and on and on and on and by then I would've typed out Tara's history book. But all I got to say is if anyone on here is a nursing home worker. Props to you. Because you need mental strength of an Ox and a heart of steel to work here. But I don't think anyone or anyone on this planet wants me to make a Tara's life book that should be kept private. I should also state speaking of family my Mother's mom is dead I've zero grandmas. Even though I found out my my Mom's Mother apparently called me retarded. My aunt told me in the car the one that her teeth feel out she told me did you know your grandma Ethel told your parents and when your parents picked you up from watching you that Ethel told your parents that do you know that your child is retarded? Also please don't ask me why she said this. I never asked her at all she was just randomly ranting in the car. When she is on pain pills because of her bad back she acts weird and I even asked my sister about this behavior and she goes she knows our aunt is a different person on pain pills. Anyway back on the topic. Then shortly after that she told me  that is when my dad was bound to prove to the family that you weren't retarded and I don't know why he did all the doctors thought I had ADHD for 10 years straight and dumb doctors thought ADHD meds will cure my Autism if I had any and I was misdiagnosed. I go no I had no idea my grandma Ethel said that and my aunt goes. True story she said that because I was there I had to go pick something at the house while your parents pulled up in the driveway. This effected my psyche level for a week till I brushed that off. But I will say thought that I could also talk about how anti gay my family is except my sister because everyone is brainwashed by the bible my teeth fell out aunt thinks Satan created this virus and when people die from the virus that Satan walked the street and someone got touched by his claws and died and when this virus is over a new Jesus will be born. WTF? My other aunt swears there is an angel dancing on her street. WHAT THE LIVING FUCK DID THIS BIBLE DO TO MY AUNTS? Anyways enough is enough right? I think this is more than enough insight to tell you why I act the way I do and why I'm this way today. If this doesn't speak to you or gives you any reason or right to tell you that this isn't a good enough reason to act the way I do today then you're fucked up.


But I can tell you why that I might be gone from online websites just a maybe just like Alt Scene and why I left. Same reason applies here. Nobody was interested in talking to me or adding me even though I kept signing in every 10 minutes to show recent online. The messages I would get if I ever got any were. Hey babe. You're so pretty. I wanna make out with you. You're so gorgeous. I also had an Iran guy on there ask me to be his queen and his inbox header was marriage request LMAO. I also had a guy on there that was 51 say I know I'm to old for you but let's be friends so I can take care of you and pamper you LMAO. But did any guy that complemented on me on my looks said anything about my hobbies? Nope! None! So I was almost close to the edge of leaving but then I started posting about what happened to me etc. So what happened then?

Whelp I posted what happened to me just like on my blogs and that backfired. Many guys thought I was attention seeking and making this story up. I'm sorry but whoever makes stuff up like this is severely demented and needs more help than I do. Even when I showed the 911 report of what happened to my mother the person said I made that up....even though the link was shown in snapshot I just edited a highlight to mark out my mother's name and other family names that can be easily looked up on a background check. Which reminds me someone on Alt Scene did do an illegal background check on me but I didn't take legal action because he was from Canada and he deleted his profile on alt scene and never returned back I looked for him never could find him I recently looked a few weeks ago. He found what has happened to my mother and after that HE LEGIT TOLD ME on Google Hangouts he admitted to the background search because I thought giving my last name two years ago was harmless but SOMEONE probably on Alt Scene probably snitched on me and probably found out that I was talking to him and told him the news article was fake but he found the article and did some more research after what he read and further researched he was traumatized and disturbed and he blocked me on Google Hangouts and deleted his account and never showed his face online. He never made another account. He never messaged me again or tried adding me on my social platforms. He deleted himself. Like off the face of the Earth I guess.

Another thing that happened to I had a few users on there that told me now sweetheart and darling or hun that has happened to you three years ago about your sexual and physical abuse and your mother you should get over that and this doesn't give you the reason to act this way you need to move on.

I was also labeled psychopathic and insane for being spiritual and different. Ironic for a website called Alt Scene maybe all the trolls from the closed down social part Vampirefreaks moved on to Alt Scene because there really isn't any alterative websites left. Many are dying. Ginpop is dead like gone off the face of the Earth and so is Scenekids.com. I also had someone on alt scene that knew me for five minutes said I feel so sorry for you kid what you will do to your kid and you will probably brainwash him and your spirituality will ruin his life. LIKE EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY? After that I was done I was mentally and emotionally spent. I couldn't go anymore and at this point I think social websites online finding people online to chat to isn't made for me. I think this is where I need to set myself free from this.

This was my account here if you want to look into things. Also my Alt Scene comment on my photo is different than what you see on this blogs and same here with about me page. So if you EVEN WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME THAT IS NOT LISTIED ON MY PROFILE PAGE AND MY BLOGS THIS IS WHERE YOU NEED TO LOOK!

https://www.altscene.com/photos/view/3424866


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