love again (you'll want to read till the end)

I've been gone for a while again last post i was talking about having a crush on this one person well drum roll pleaseeeee it was just platonic but i started getting closer to this person i'll call them M for the sake of their privacy their agender and a lesbian ive known them since the start of school  started getting closer and closer with them as time went on when i first met them we would walk home from school together everyday and honestly i thought i had a crush but then i forgot about those feelings i had we started hanging out more and more and a couple weeks ago those feelings popped back up they were in a relationship at the time those feelings came back so i knew i had to get over them and i tried everything but i really liked her. that relationship didnt really last. after a little we joked about us Platonicly dating i agreed because i thought it was better then nothing it felt like we were actually dating. after a bit he joked about how we should just actually date i thought they were joking i said yes (they were not joking) well know were dating and i know i must sound stupid but i really like were its going with him and i have so many cute stories to tell you guys but i'll save that for the next post.