IM BACK, BACK, BACK AGAIN!!!

hello hello hello everybodyyyyyy, its your forcibly suberbenized barbie hereeee

so, like most people, when this site got fucked up by facism baring us from it, i wasnt able to use it, but today i hit it because my computer was frozen, and to my surprise, it workeddddd

so, i so wanna firstly speak a little about whats happened to me since the last time i was on here. i mean, its not much, things have only really deteriotated, but let me try to sum it up. im now a month from my 21st birthday so as is expected, i feel like that lady that keept drinking dr pepper against her doctors wishes and she outlived the doctors. back in 25, my cousin got married so i got to go down to the south and see some of my relitives i hadent seen or spoken to sense pre covid, and i got to reconnect with my biological maternal grandmother. for the last year or so ive been dealing with some medical problems but its thankfully starting to get squared away now. i spend a lot of my time fighting people online, and playing video games, my best friend and the only person im not related to in my life moved out of state, i found out this girl i was friends with in high school who i stopped speaking to because she chose her toxic relationship over our friendship OD'ed, i found out my ex boyfriend went to jail, then i found out one of my favorite artists is a disgusting racist, then that my celebrity crush was a trump supporter, ive bene beef with some people for the past year or so, i still dont have a job, i gave up on music to switch to making youtube videos, then i gave up the youtube videos and threw myself back into fanfiction, one of my tik tok accounts got hacked and stolen and turned into a dropshipping shit on the tik tok shop, i spent the past six months between internet situationships that both ghosted me because i couldnt see them because my mom wouldnt let me and they ran out of patience. not much has changed, i still live a very isolated life stuck in the suburbs without a way out, i still feel trapped, my mother still treats me like im dumb as a bag of rocks, its more of less only getting worse for me, but i still have four more years to figure things out before i have to quit.

i'll be making changes to my blog as soon as possible, after all, the thing is loaded with people i adored who have sense outed themslves as actual agents of satan, but i figured i should come out and do a press release, so yeah. dont forget to smile :)