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ok forst thing...tmi my dog's stomach has been really loud and im rather concerned if he needs to go outside. ANYWAY i just downloaded tiktok, i know i know. but i was thinking if i should start making videos. i would probable do OOTD's or trends that seem fun. though everyone i know doesnt do them and i feel like i need validation from them i guess to do it. i have that with alot of things. more so if someone doesnt do something with me that im to shy or something to do alone i would rather not do it. same thing with comparing. i compare myself to others ALL THE TIME. about every little thing. 


    my hair rn is in the middle stage of growing out to where i want it to look like. and it's bothering me so much!! i am so tempted to cut it. also dying it. i died it and i think it was the staw that broke them camels back and really ruined my hair. its pretty thin now. but im letting it grow back to its natural color. but rn its like 70% of my hair is natural color and the other is bleached. so it looks terrible in the back. not to mention the hair dresser did me dirty and cut like big chunk from the back and a layer they did is just a straight line acrossed my head. we dont talk about the back side of my head. as long as i dont see it its not there. also now to make sure my hair is fluffy, the only way it looks good. i ahev to wash it every two days. its so hard for me to do that. i also am growing fond of the bleached look cause it looks like i have rays of sunshine on my head when i take pictures. not sure i want to write anything else today. 


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