life update!!!

So, my whole ass routine has completely changed and, to be honest, my life right now is kinda weird. A lot of shit's going on but I try to keep everything under control. The social aspect though is EXTREMELY filled with functions but sometimes I'm genuinely too tired to go out and socialize. And I mean physically tired because, man, the HOURS I spend on that damn university are draining me and I just wanna take naps all the time. At least I don't skip classes... right?

It's too early to form an opinion about the people I've met and hang out with but most are pretty chill and fun. I feel like I'm being too distant with others but I've definitely become a lot more extroverted during this month. I have way more freedom as an adult, which makes things a lot easier for me. I've also been thinking and I feel like I went from being extremely scared when it comes to doing things by myself to a lot more confident quickly, and I found peace in being alone when I need to be. It's not as if you HAVE to be with friends or certain groups all the time, even though cliques are formed way too quickly and pretty much everyone talks shit for some reason?? I'm actually waiting for the canon event of freshman year.

I don't know if things will change, but I hope they will for the best. At least the big identity crisis is over and I'm at peace with my own choices (and I think that many other people can relate as well). It feels kinda scary but managable. I've been through many things these past few months and I hope that life as a uni student will fill the parts that have been missing for a long time.

Have a great day y'all <3