i am not suicidal !!!

bohemian grove ?? hello ?? fuck the government ? the epstein files ? we are being played at and that for way too long, we need to stand up and never stop talking about this fucked up world. our freedom of expression is being slowly but surely taken away from us, that's shameful. lots of videos on social media are being removed or censored for very specific reasons. SPEAK UP !!! they're thinking about taking away our social media. what's happening is very serious. a civil war? maybe. 

I AM NOT SUICIDAL. 

the elites feast on caviar, we get tear gas. we’re fighting for a better future, they’re fighting for a more submissive people. fuck (from the very depths of my soul) capitalism, patriarchy and all those elites and the ultra-rich, those right-wingers and the apolitical, the police and their shitty government that won’t hesitate to silence anyone who dares to revolt. SPEAK UP !!! i will never ever stop learning about this fucked up world, and speak about everything i think. i don't care about being silented. 

this is really scary and dystopic, i can't believe this is real, not even fiction has ever gone this far. what happened to us ? how did it started ? when ? why ? i'll get answers. i'm getting really scared and worried and paranoid, i'm scared of going home alone after midnight. i'm always scared of what can happen to me, of what the governement and the elites are doing and thinking about, of what my life will probably look like in a few years. i'm not living, i'm surviving. i know i'm doing this to myself but it's worth it. i will stand, maybe die and get no justice because they don't really care about me, us ? 

i hate this world. i hate god. the end of the world has nothing to do with religion; humans will bring about their own downfall and if they don't, mother nature will. may the sun explode already. 

i really envy people who are still asleep and under the control of the government and all those satanist elites. once you’ve woken up, in whatever way, there’s no real going back; it’s a self-imposed sentence, a form of suicide. i miss the girl i was a year ago. they’re going to pay for this.

never forget what happened. what the government, the elites, the ultra-rich and their associates  have been capable of doing. never ever.

and maybe i'm completely wrong. maybe i'm just a conspiracy theorist and an idiot who deserves to be silenced. time will tell i guess ? hope ? i don't even know what to say anymore. 

i am not suicidal and i don't have problems with anyone. if something happens to me, they did it.