Love letter to a friend

I was closer to you than I ever was to the sun. The light, my one and only love. And the funny thing is that he never crossed my mind when I was with you, not even when I looked up. In your arms I was, comfortable I was. My head on your chest, your heavy breathing I heard. You, big you, him, thin him.

His sun kissed skin I can’t remember now, I only remember your fair arms. He always told me I was cold, with you I’m always warm.

I wish I could go back, with you. But Dionysus only cured me that evening, I would have to seek his medicine again. It wasn’t cheap, for now my guardian angel resents me, for the jealous man watching us is a paper man. I could never pay that price again. 

Dear friend, I think I-.When I’m with you I don’t feel the hole he left in my chest. I wish I could see your pretty eyes that close again, so you could see mine and tell me how beautiful they are.