man im kinda upset . [vent]

i'm seriously kinda pissed off .  like i know i have issues being oblivious but im not stupid . they think i don't know what they're doing when they just "disappear" and i seriously do . between that , and the pressure to do thingz i don't want to do , i feel unable to express my feelingz . sometimez i just rlly need a friend , or a hug , and this friend can't comprehend that . i don't even need to vent -- i just need someone to hang with ! but them leaving for like 12 minutez doing the shit that ik about , makes me kinda pissed -- mainly just sad tho . [thiz iz all irl btw .]