Lula will be president.

So guys... Of course I'm feeling bad, right? XD

Okay, I'm really depressed and I'm going to start this awful treatment with a caregiver and medication, is that all good? I'm trying to romanticize all the crap that's happened in my life, especially things that came from people I considered close and trustworthy (my mistakes). I've been skipping classes because I simply can't get much done, not that I'm really going through a really bad period, but I know I'm not doing well, I have bouts of suicidal thoughts and it still hurts me. I still have after-effects from the last time, and I don't know, it's like that comforts me? It seems cruel and scary. :( 

I came to spend some time with my grandmother because my mother thinks I might try something against myself, and that makes me a little uncomfortable because I don't even trust myself, and that scares me...I'm apparently going to leave the school I'm currently in; it's been further damaging my mental health, and it hurts me to think that I used to enjoy it so much and now everything has become so difficult. Finally, I'll post something soon from a piece I wrote a while ago :) Love you all, big kisses, friends 

--- Without love key