lwk college is dperessing as shit

I have no idea why, 8ut i've 8een off all week. i started noticing it on saturday, 8ut it's pro8o8ly 8een goin on for a 8it longer than that. anyways, i age regressed in pu8lic and it was one of the most em8arassing things i've ever done. it m8de me want to DIE !!!!!!!!! we were hangin out in micheals and i've 8een known to elope, so i just left for another isle when my friends (again, difficult to call anyone friends 8ut i do like these people, 8ut at the same time having "friends" is increadi8ly dangerous. also i still dont feel attached to any of them, 8ut i also do ??? derealization is a 8itch !) started overwhelming me, 8ut i felt myself run away when i heard them get closer, which was what clued me in that i was age regressin' cause that's somethin i used to do a lot as a kid.

sunday, i suppose, was fine. we all spent a lot of time together, 8ut i missed 8eing my own person apart from othe rpeople. so i decided to skip my frist class monday.

8ig mistake.

turns out when you decide to stop 8ein a human 8eing, it m8kes it diffivult to flip that switch 8ack on. monday was a total 8ust, and whats more is that i missed my 8io lecture, and still havent gotten notes down. our midterm is on monday </3

im gonna a8ridge tuesday/wednesday 8y just sayin' that i didnt feel like a person & i was overwhelmed constantly, to the point taht one of my friends noticed 8efore i did (how ?? idk?????)

on the upside I got new pens & a kenjaku figurine, so im gonna have fun there. 

happy octo8er. follow my tumblr @sundialdotjpeg to see my tamsyto8er/kinkto8er pieces <3