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Guys, I'm a changed person now. Back in 2025 i had such a bad crash out and i kind of destroyed a LOT of my relationships. If it wasnt obvious from my other blogs at least, After this summer which was basically a break to just isolate myself, nothing sinister ended up happening which seems like a blessing now. I decided to just forgive and forget what a lot of people in my life had done. I think its better to just move on, especially now that it dosent really matter to me much anymore (I had a character development arc)

And too my extremely surprised overly caffeinated self, i actually heard from two of them again. I was so worried during the summer that everyone around me had some sort of resentment over me and that i really didnt matter to anyone in the grand scheme of things, so my heart did like a million backflips by just a mere interaction.

I really gotta stop underestimating how much people care about me..how they see me i guess. 

Im glad they dont hate me though. Because i was worried that my mere presence could make a whole room go tense if moots would ever organise smth. Now, I can just relax knowing my existence is actually tolerated and looked out for. Which, indeed, makes me extremely surprised but content.

Just feeding the ego /j