I want men to hate me

I want them to feel threatened, to see me as a deathly threat to them and not an object they can look sexually towards 

I want men to feel small when they are next to me, I want to grow my muscles in such a manly way they will most likely say I look bad because I don't look feminine, guess what! I don't care

I want them to think not once, not twice but three times before they talk to me

I want them to let me dress the way I fricking want without "asking for it", without the "who you dress up for, doll?" quote, without the catcalling and the whistles. 

I want them to feel stupid in every conversation I have with them, I want them to realize the world sometimes doesn't evolve around them now or ever

I want them to understand that when I say no, it's a no and not having to threaten them with non existing parterns just to let me alone for once

I want them to understand that i have a voice, I have opinions and I won't shut up about them, I won't sit still and be quiet just because they can't hear what THEY have done to us

I won't shut up about natural things, I won't be embarrassed about my fricking period, I won't be embarrassed about the hair in my limbs, in my face or anywhere on my body, I won't be embarrassed for not being what society wants me to be

I want them to realize they are the reason why crimes exist

Their the reason why every women hates themselves, not only because we feel used and dirty every time a degenerate talks to us and looks at us like pieces of meat, but also because men and society has conditioned us to look our best for these disgusting people, to suffer and look pleasing to the eye for this soon to be food for flies called people, called grown up men apparently. 

I know not every man is like this, I know not every one is a piece of crap who is driven by hate, sexual intentions and is simply vile 

But it's better to be sorry and to not trust anyone than to wake up dead and SAed in an alley way

Thanks for reading