Anxiety rant

I'm having such bad anxiety recently, I get so many anxiety attacks which fucking sucks. I'm so tired of feeling this way and I can't even control it. Now it's intefering with my school and daily life. I just want it to be done. My dad's suggesting ways for it to get better but tbh I just want meds or something to help it but it takes a month to even get an appt. I'm so tired of ts. I've had bad anxiety since I was a kid but my mom used to not believe I actually had it so I never dealt with it. I would js keep supressing it but I lowk need my dad to talk me out of my anxiety attacks so I told him. I didn't tell him the full truth about what their about tho and js blamed it on school. Partly yes it is that but there's a shit ton of other things.

Sorry if this sounded aggressive but it's exhausting to constantly feel anxious.