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TW : Suicide mentions, lots of sarcasm and cruel thingys
Today I shall tell you about my household (also life's boring and everything's not right and I wanna kms), also I'm gonna re install Windows XP (yes) to a small compaq but I want to shoot the video.
My mom : super strict 40-ish year old, yesterday she beat me because I told her she has a complex or some kind of mental illness (and I WAS RIGHT, she has some kind of complex dating back to her childhood with her relationship with her strict father), super controlling and an enemy of everything she can't control. And if she found out about me skipping classes and playing games she would go and sue the school and do a lot of chaos around town. Also she would beat if she found out I'm telling you guys about her because she thinks this is family secret or sum dumb shit.
My father : a bipolar (ig) but overall nicer than mom, unless he gets bipolar and unconsciously beats everything in his way with a force that would break your arm or legs (he broke my arm when I was 2), but if he isn't bipolar he's a bit nicer than mom, anyway mom controls him like a fucking puppeteer's show and uses his destructive tendencies to enforce the strictness.
My sister : mom's secret agent, she has to look out for me and what I'm doing and bring a full report to mom by night, I wish she died or something, she's like 50̀ percent of the reason I get beaten up by mom.
PLEASE HELP ME GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS PLACE
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magma
i hope u get out of there asap
~moripiero~
I just read ur other blogs, I'm so sorry ur in this situation, I'll be praying for you!
Although my personal situation is very different, heres some ideas on surviving that I've also seen other people do;
-Save money and HIDE IT SOMEWHERE GOOD (physical currency). Maybe even hide it in multiple areas so if one spot is found or someone follows you there you still have the rest. That way when you turn the legal age in your country you can move out soon, but also its good to have some self reliance in these situations. If you can get a job that would be good, but if you are concerned about your parents potentially taking what you make then be careful.
-Hide important belonging (laptops whatnot), I remember you mentioned you were gifted really good laptops but your mom took them, if you get another one in the future just put it somewhere good, MAYBE even tell an EXTREMELY TRUSTED friend to hold onto it. That way you have quality items when you get out.
-You can live out of this, believe in yourself. Don't give up. You sound like an amazing and talented person and you got a great future ahead of you.
I used to have all my money (300 dollars now) in a bag but then she found out and put it in the vault, now I think I can charge teachers for fixing their pcs and hide the money
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marihacikuri౨ৎkiyoteru and luka fan
Please try to tell/report it
cinderbl0ckk4
Bro you need to run away, he broke your arm when you were TWO?
whoissofi
Yo viví algo muy parecido y lo único que funcionó fue revelarme con ellos, llegaron a puntos donde me quitaba la puerta del cuarto, casi que me tenían cautiva en mi casa, pero al final se cansaron y ahora mi casa es el mejor lugar del mundo. No creo que ayude pero fue lo que me funcionó :/
Monko
Gg freakin ez.
kimi
that sounds like a hell loop, no matter what you do or try, it always comes back for worse, sorry to hear that and hope when you grow up, you get out of there asap, tho wish you the fun with reinstalling win xp!
rotten_goo
Generational trauma, a never ending cycle...I hope you get through and "try" to block their b.s out of the way. I deal w/a somewhat toxic crazy household, and if you just plug in your earphones/headphones and block their silence and ignore them life KIND of, barely feels better..wishing you luck, soldier
*saluting*
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*saluting*
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namirawr !
im so sorry that sounds awful (´ﾍ｀)
is there a way you can let an adult know via social services or maybe your teacher? does anyone know?
There aren't social services in this country and adults would beat u back to your parents and tell them everything
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yasmin
damn
Lawli3t
it sounds like ass twin I hope you get out of that place asap
Tagfire83
You'll get out of there bro, good always comes