College Week 6-- 8lackouts 8ack 8a8y !

004182Its 12am on a Thursday as im writing this 8tw


I suppose I should just give a quite run through on my week so far.

Monday:the 8lackouts are 8ack 8a8y !!!

i went 8ack up to my dorm after eating with friends, keep in mind that my dorm is, in fact, half a mile & 200ft up away from the main campus. I head up to my dorm and— ah, what’s this? my key card isnt working ????? motherfuck its another 8lackout !!!!! it’s fine 8ecause i can use my keys to get into my hall, 8ut its supes inconvenient 8/c i’m carrying leftovers ! fuck it’s chill, i get into my dorm and make sure my eggs & milk hasn’t spoiled (which it didnt.) then i get a text from our newspaper groupchat.


its naut just in our dorm.


its campus wide.

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HWAT ????


it didn’t last long, thankfully, and it was in the middle of the afternoon so it wasn’t scary or anything like that, 8ut it did impeed my studying since i had to w8 to charge my laptop. 


Tuesday

was completely normal 

we end up hangin in my dorm 8/c that’s just our hangout dorm now (hooray!). we end up watching the Higaruma fight in JJK, which is such a fun fight and is extremely thought provoking. We end up talking for 3 hours a8out morality & empathy, and this is where the make or 8r8k for our firendship came in—


i dont feel empathy.

so after avaoiding answering any questions for a8out 2hrs, they finally ask me and i cant fucking run hrngggg 8ut also i wanted to test the waters. i tell them this and a8out my impulsivity which sometimes gets the 8etter of me 8efore i wrangle it in.

and you know what?

they were understanding !

its so facin8ting, knowing that showing my ugly sides (which, to 8e fair is most of my fahahha) is somehow accepted ! its truely a novel feeling.


Wednesday/tonight

nothing 8ig happened, i ended up napping a 8it while everyone was watching 8eastars (not my preferred anime, 8ut in naut gonna say i don’t like it 8/c thats just mean), and one of the friends there asked if i wanted them to leave. of course, i said no, and told them that 8ein around them made me feel safe enough to sleep (naut in those words of course, i’m naut THAT direct fahahaha), and apparently i’m adora8le now. oh my god i was 8lushing so hard thank GOD im 8lack so im too dark to 8lush 8ut still. 


now all tahts left for me to do is draw out some megumi & kenjaku stickers to put on my water 8ottle & headphones ! super excited 8ut also i have a 8io test on friday frowny face ::::(