Leave me alone, Cole

tw for stalking gross stuff and harassment that kind of thing etc. this is also pretty word/screenshot heavy

edit images are fucking refusing to load again heres a zip file instead https://file.garden/aiXuY23Iqw0fWmw1/Cole.zip

No, I don't know how or why I attract these kinds of people, I'm really tired of it. I'm starting to think it's my fault.

I didn't want to a blog like this, at all, but I have been a victim of stalking for the past month or so. I have threatened legal action, to tell their family, and to finally put it out there exactly what I have been dealing with. Initially, this included my whole friend group, but for the past 3 weeks or so, they have had a fixation on me that has distressed me and caused my mental health to decline to the point where I needed prescription antipsychotics. I have tried plenty to get them away from me, and nothing has worked. This person is Cole, otherwise known as Break/Breakdablade/Masochisticbreak, or Alleypuppy. This person has been the subject of many vagueposts, bulletins, and blogs, and while others have been open about what Cole has done, I have only gotten the courage to speak about it now.

Before you ask me, yes, Muttphobia is Cole. They can deny it all they want but this is Cole.

Cole has a history of:

• Making up identities/personas to catfish people [myself and my friends included]
• Making up fictional people
• Getting engaged in drama for attention
• Making burners to harass people
• Faking conditions like necrosis for pity
• Faking being in the hospital
• Faking getting seriously hurt, sometimes to the point of near death
• Doing things to get the spotlight put on them rather than let others be focused on someone else
• Coming back despite requests by multiple people, myself included, for them to either stay off the internet or stay far away from us

In the past 3 months, Cole has repeatedly created new identities to try and "reconnect" with me and my friends; the identity most knew was "master.bladebreak" [or masochistic.break, or just Break], who claimed to be a wasian 18 year old with necrosis and a "crazy ex" [Tori]. This was all fake. They have also lied about being stopped by ICE [??], getting hit by a car, getting into a car accident, their parents dying, being from Russia, and speaking German. It's a lot to unpack so I apologize if this reads as confusing.

I met Cole sometime around early June but my memory has become foggier due to stress from all of this. I do not explicitly remember how we met. This is the earliest interaction I can find:

Literally their first interactions with me were stemming from drama that was already stressing me out. Their first blogs that I was aware about, were about drama [archive]. The "memes" they first posted were about drama. Any sort of ping they had was about drama. They would ping me when I was trying to sleep, telling me to archive blogs or "jump someone" etc. This was exhausting from the start and as much as I tried to "side" with them or at least be nice and gently tell them that this wasn't okay and I didn't like it, it wouldn't stop. It was always something about this site, Napo, his ex [who does not exist], individual people they didn't like. Anyway I don't like whining about this so moving on to my main point

Cole was incredibly draining as a friend. All they wanted was attention, and this went from annoying pings about drama to literal death scares. [yellow Deleted User is the alt account Cole used for his "boyfriend," Alex. Friends are left censored.]

Alongside death scares, Cole would "imitate" what problems other people were going through at the moment to get attention. This is him "age regressing" as I was going through stress-related psychosis:

Alongside this, Cole would pretend to get shitfaced drunk, imitating a friend of mine when they were only tipsy, and pretend to beef with a lolicon [Suzy/Suzie, who also does not exist] because another friend was being stalked by a group of lolicons.

Cole has a history of making sexual jokes and being generally "weird" when it was not acceptable, alongside sexually harassing me, my wife, and our friends on a Napo "shipping" account:

This is the breaking point, where Cole pretended to be near death and could not provide accurate medical or legal details and two people called it out:

Since then, Cole has come back multiple times to harass me and my friends, with their focus eventually being entirely on me. The first time was with laced.bruises [neocities archive] [archive]:

Then Rxoul [neocities archive]:

After being caught as Rxoul, they made an apology:

Not even within an hour of the Rxoul identity being exposed, a "Jay" character came into play:

This was, again, revealed to be Cole in a groupchat:

Despite saying they'd leave us alone, they came back, again, as Metromold. This account did not have any explicit interactions with us besides Doechan:

And now, we're back, with Muttphobia. This persona takes heavy inspiration from my real life character, down to my ethnicity, my communication disorder, and what I'm most "known for" on here, which is whistleblowing pedophilia [Napo archive] [Spacehey archive]:

They were unusually quick to talk to me. They had just created their Napo and Spacehey accounts sometime after I made my blog about predators on Spacehey; same for the Chris Hansen account [which has now been deleted after being publicly exposed by Doechan]. They followed in my footsteps, making similar blogs to me, making contact with me for an "interview" [archive], and claimed to experience things similar to what I'd experienced [i.e. grooming]. However, they could not erase their own character from this, and after their other social medias were dug up, it was obvious that Muttphobia was Cole.

Cole has done too much to hurt people, whether "unintentionally" or not. This has been the worst month and a half for me. I did not want to write this blog, or air out the suffering of my friends and I at the hands of this. But I'm cornered. I don't know what to do any more. This has prompted me to become physically ill, to enter psychotic episodes, to relapse. I can't keep putting up with this anymore. I cannot keep pretending everything is ok. If I disappear for whatever reason after this, you know why.

Cole is an abuser, a stalker, a liar, and a manipulator. Had it not been for two amazing people to call them out, I and my friends would still be getting manipulated and abused.

Again, if I vanish, you know why.