Its the dirtiest clean I know

• Champagne Coast by Blood Orange

Acting like children under those purple lights, rapidly going up the stairs holding hands. I broke my promise. I’m sorry.

• My Moon My Man by Feist

Take it easy on me. This was the dirtiest clean I knew. My heart on my sleeve, not where it should be. The song’s out of key again.

• The Greatest by Billie Eilish

You could’ve been the greatest. Those vissions of a little me and you fading into fog. I gave you my all but it was never going to be enough. For none of us. Maybe I should have given up on me more to keep your hunger satisfied.

• My Kind of Woman by Mac DeMarco

I will never forget that december. You had me smiling before I even knew your face. Your eyes, your smile, your voice. They will haunt me forever. Maybe in another universe we are dancing to this song in a place we can call home, and we escaped your cruel world. A universe where I was truly your kind of woman.

My sea,

The flowers you bloomed in me are now nothing but rotten organic matter moulding inside of me. That last cigarette I smoked with you will stay in my lungs until I sigh my last breath, and I will keep lighting them so I can taste your lips once again. I know I cursed the moon for you, and that none of us will love that way again. But god forgive me I lied. My heart does have your name tattooed on it.

At least is only my love that is rotten and not my corpse laying next to yours.

With infinite love thats bitter as sorrow,

your Moon