Everyone is so fucking cool and shitty at the same time

I genuinely hate people

Like, I don't actually hate them, but I hate them being better than me at like, everything. It's weird because the only reason I feel like people are annoying is because I hate the version of myself that others don't see. The messy, weird, complicated "girl" that has no filter. I despise it, holy shit. Like, everyone has a different version of me that atp idk WHO is the real one. And like, this happens even with friends. I feel like I'm always the one in the wrong and just push myself down not to be a goddamn burden and not make them mad. This happens with EVERYONE btw. So yeah, I'm probably ranting, but it still sucks.

So idk if I have like an inferiority/superiority complex or some shit