Attention seeking

I really love my abuser. Even if she doesn't wanna talk to me, i keep insisting cuz i genuinely can't live without her

She's the reason i'm sane, i lose all motivation or will to live when she's not around

I like her looks, her voice, the way she talks, how she looks at me, she's truly cute!

She can't ever leave me. After all i've suffered just for her to stay by my side, how could she ever leave me?

I don't deserve this

If she made me suffer this way, it has to mean she at least thinks i'm special

Maybe at least she hates me, she thinks i deserve to suffer cuz im a disgusting freak

I guess that's okay. As long as i can keep her near me, i can do anything, i'm everything when i'm with her!

Even after what happened, i still thought i had control, i truly thought i was superior than her, it's quite funny

I can be whatever she likes and she still wouldn't ever leave me

I want her alllllll for myself, i wanna be the only one for her

I should cut her into little pieces and keep her in my pocket so i never let her go

Anyways, lukka out! o@(・_・)@o