the dante story

today is 9/21/2026

i am writing this in the librabry and on my phone later if I don't have much time

In middleschool I attended math tutoring because I really needed the extra help and I  saw a bunch of people that I didn't care about cause I was sort of new and a person that I thought I could trust she told me that a kid was gonna ask me out during lunch on a specific day and all I had to do was say yes and that I could breakup with him later and when I said "okay fine" to a random kid standing in front of me him and his friends just cheered and were so happy and then they just left and nothing else. Some time later he asked for me to write down my socials on a piece of paper so I gave him my ig and snap and in the momment that I ws gonna give him the paper his friends went to a circle crowd trying to get the paper out of my hands and I felt so annoyed cause why his friends have to be doing that. There was a girl who I won't say the name of for privacy reasons but she threated me telling me that if I break up with him she's gonna break my face cause this kid was sort of like a son to him and I was very worried cause someone told me I could break up with him but someone else is telling me not to. Soon my brother knew that I was dating this kid and he was weirdly mad and I'm sure my brother had his reasons and I am so glad he was there protecting me cause I have no idea what was going on when I wasn't there with him and his friends. after a while of us texing each other though IG I honestly felt stuck because this dude wouldn't let me alone everytime I appeared online he was just sending messages to the point where I always made excuses saying that I wasn;t gonna be online anymore cause I was leaving my housse and he would try to give me ways to keep texting but I felt like if I told him my truth the girl that was his friend was gonna beat me up and I didn't want that. 

Later on in lunch a year later we were still together but I was hanging out with a different group of friends in lunch and one time my favorite friend at that time was telling me a story and we were sitting in a table far away from a bunch of people and I was listening to her cause I was a great friend. this dude out of nowhere starts interrupting this conversation, told me he couldn't take it anymore cause my brother keeps buging him so he's breaking up with me and I said okay bye cause all I cared about was listen to my friend. 

I think in 2019 0r 2020 was when on snapchat I found him and another guy that I also had a thing with but I don't want to talk about him not that he's not important to my life but he had nothing to do with dante at all anyways so I was texing them both and he told me that he moved schools just because his brother got in this nerd school and hos parents want both to attend even to he clearly didn't want to move but he also told me that he missed me and I never wanted to tell him that I din't care about him at all. somehow we stopped texting its most likely cause I rarely used snapchat. 

we cut to 2026 and I created a new account back in december of 2025 and he texted me last friday and now I know a little bit more about this dude. I know that he works in fedex but goes to the university campus that is near my house, he is studying business and he is in this junior year now. I asked a bunch of questions cause I was curious to know and he was responding to me like he didn't mind me asking, I do remember 1 conversation we had that friday cause we stayed up al night is was about a certain someone that happened to date him after me and I told him how I met this girl my first day of school but to find out from a girl who told me to date him in the first place that he was dating HER was so shoking to me and he told me this girl we'll name her #9 apparenly when dante and I were dating 9 was texting him but he would ignore her and after we stopped dating 9 pushed him into dating her so he did and confessed to me that it was fun for like a week but she ended up being mean towards him and he knows that I was different cause I was patient and quiet and never crossed any boundaries and it was crazy cause now I just think this girl 9 was probably not trying to take him away from me at all maybe she was so insecure that she though that the only person that was easy to practice dating was with Dante. This dude is a Cancer and I'm a Gemini, I am positive that I don't ever want to go back to dating him but he wants me. After all this time he still wants me I guess.