Oregon

I genuinely yearn for Oregon like a white boy yearns for Japan 💔 I've never wanted something so badly. And it's barely even about Oregon to be honest I just need to be away from this state and most the people here. It's far and it's hard but I don't think I've ever wanted something this badly. My mom keeps telling people she doesn't think I will move out until much later in my life because she doesn't think I can do it and I want to just to prove her wrong. Also it's fucked that she's gonna talk about how I'm not able to do things on my own when she is using MY money to lay rent every month but wtv. Idk I just need to be able to leave and create so much space between me and this hellhole, I hate colorado. I feel like the majority of this blog is corny but no one reads these things anyways so it's okay