Ptv

Im going to see the holy grail themselves pierce the veil tmr, i genuinely cant wait, im so excited and so scared and just wanna enjoy the day as much as possible, IM still arguing with my gf and still spending each waking moment wanting to blow up hut i feel slightly better knowing i can go and experience heaven even if i have to fall back down to earth after, i feel lonely and its been a rough few days but its worth it to have a glimpse of joy