Is Myspace coming back?

Hello my good friends or who it may concern. I'm usually at the library when I'm writing these blogs and I always feel like I belong here I can feel the creativity just oozing from this place. Anyways my siblings are going on a Japan trip which is really cool. Have I ever mentioned how amazing it is seeing them live their dreams <3 It is my turn to make mine a reality and I can only do that I am the only one who can believe in myself. I have the inspiration; I have the soul and now I need the fucking DRIVE to run through this damn speedbump. Been needing to crash forward for a while and time does not wait for anyone. I have been trying to learn guitar but it's kind of hard to be discrete about it you know. I should just say fuck it and do it whenever I can. Bet by the next time I am on here I will know all the basics. I AM going to be in a band eventually. Even with more confidence I am still too shy to be just me myself am I in this music thing, but who knows. I am not going to stop writing until I get somewhere with it or at least try. I love to ramble on into cyberspace with no one listening. I am approaching my 30s very soon which is exciting and scary. Exciting because I am at a clean slate in a new decade and am wiser with all the things. Scary because getting older is always followed by an unknown. Perhaps the next time you hear from me I will be 30! and this will be the last you hear from me in my 20s!! I intend to be busy all spooky season after all. Life will flash before your eyes if you miss it :-P