Straight talk to your face, bro, you're messing around, you're swearing here.

Oh, I forgot to mention something ://// (venting moment!!!! Alert🔥⛔

Throughout my ENTIRE life I have been constantly compared, COMPARED to others, whether it was the way I dressed, the way I spoke, the way I acted, it didn't matter, I used to think I didn't care That's why, because these comparisons never came from me; it was always people telling me about them, so I thought, "Oh, I don't care, I don't compare myself." Error. This started to weigh on me a lot a while ago; I was always being put down, like I was the least intelligent, the least pretty, the one who suffered the least, like, "Oh, you can handle it, she can't." "He deserves more care, you're already strong, I know that." Looking at it like this, does it seem good? I don't know. I don't want to be the strong one, I don't want to be the least deserving of acceptance, This doesn't seem fair to me, and I feel deep in my heart that it's not about selfishness or envy, it's about equality. I'm not asking for anything more than a little fair affection. Does it seem humiliating? I don't know. It hurts coming from your friends, it hurts to feel like a last resort, or maybe not even that, it hurts to have to bear the burden of pretending to be strong, bleh.

Anyway, I want to feel a little freer without thinking about it every time I feel left out (yes, I'm going to romanticize solitude). Anyway, kisses, friends. 

- Without love, key