My dream wasn't actually what I wrote a few days ago

Do you all understand that? I use a lot of sarcasm and irony, my humor os peculiar, and sometimes, especially when I write, it's unnoticed. But my real dream to be completely invisible, self reliant and have a healthy relationship with society. Which is impossible. Which fucks the whole power progress I guess. Which fucks me I guess, and one of its side effects is abnormal sexual behaviour. It's true because a bomber said so.