Im a loser

I don't like being socially anxious anymore some1 save me pls (i never did)

Since class has started i realized how much of a loser i am,, i only have like three friends in school,, one never goes to class,, another one is in another class and haves a bunch of other friends so she's barely with me and the last one is an extreme normie,, i don't like her,, she quite literally beats me up 

So in class i only have the normie to talk to but its extremely depressing to see everyone in groups but you,, i wish i was like them

I feel so isolated,, i can't make friends

I bring a (yuri) manga with me to school but i can't read it,, if my class saw that i was reading a manga they would make fun of me and call me an otaku,, well i AM an otaku... a big one actually,, but it wouldn't be cool if THEY called me that.....

fuck normies bleghh