i lost so many memories

my phone suddenly stopped working this week and i lost all my photos and my notes who were really important to me, im a very nostalgic person and i loved looking back to these things, it helped me with my fear of losing memories.

 I feel like i lost a part of myself, i can't look back at the person i used to be anymore, when everything was okay, i lost what i was writing when i first started creating character, i'll never see what i was producing when things were alright ever again.

I feel like i dont have a personality anymore but this make me feel even worst knowing that all the pictures i took when i still had one are now gone forever. I feel so empty, im trying my best to not having a mental breakdown over it by distracting my brain, i just want to not lose myself even if i don't really know what i am anymore.