Long time no blog...

Welp. Sorry for dipping yet again, my life has been horrid lately.

Don't have much to say other than I'm not dead (yet), and I have been reading a stupid amount of Punisher and Daredevil comics these past few weeks. I'm resetting my schedule to be a little tighter, and hopefully have less just bleeggghhh going on in my spare time. I'm hoping that means I'll go back to semi-regular blogging. 

I've been getting my journaling ecosystem back together and I'm really having a lot of fun with it. I go through these "molting phases" as I call them were I feel like I'm spending too much of my time on a screen (my average daily screen time excluding texts is about 35 min. I am a crazy person), and then I remove something else from my average use. I think letterboxd is getting the axe this time around. I'll still keep my account so I can see what my friends are watching from time to time, but I don't know, it just feels so performative now. It's been nothing but one liners for a long time, but it's gotten to the point where I have to really dig to find an actual review. And if you know me, than you know that I think almost all of the internet is performative, this blog is performative, but letterboxd just really feels like something I can do without for awhile. I plan to buy a notebook (I actually ran out of my at home stash... I thought the day would never come..) and use that to keep track of my movies and such. Gives me something to do, and I am working out a new movie filing system based on something one of my friends is doing to her books, involving color coded dot stickers. I am obviously very excited about this. Plus whatever I write will just be for me. What I wanted to remember about the movie, or my honest feelings on it. Sometimes on letterboxd I feel like I have to word things nicely because I have had a few people actually get upset at me for what I've said there. Like sorry guys, I still stand by what I said, Saw X is a boring, incompetent, racist excuse for a movie. I don't know, I'm just very excited to be back doing almost everything on pen and paper. It just feels so much nicer.

Anyways, I have to go now because I'm going to a late showing of Akira last minute. I am trying to work on being to rigid and a "stick in the mud". Usually I would panic about doing something that is not written down in my planner at least two weeks in advance, but not today! Oh no sir! I am being very DJ Normal about the whole situation! (I am not.)