Living in the ghetto

yk.... living in the ghetto as a cutesy otaku girl is SO Hard..... Gosh- I feel like those people who want to be gangster so bad saying that but- it's true. (im not really an otaku, I don't think at least.... But compared to the people around me..)

but its ok- most ppl here don't see me as I am. I don't dress super different... They notice I wear hoodies to big for me a lot, but... Idk. I wear skirts a lot too.. But anyways, going out is a lot of fun. It's just hard to find people like me here. I grew up here anyways. And you know what- there's so many different people I can't believe I only have a few people who like the same things I do here! It's mostly black people, Mexicans, Indians, lots of different asians. You can imagine my food range... hehehe (* v * ) that's a plus

But the crimes... auhhh... So much gangs and murders! Sigh.. It's alright though. Most of us aren't like that here (; - . - )

But I have to drive like- an hour- to get to conventions! It sucks! Plus,its so embarrassing walking outside to the car in cosplay or with anime things... Everyone is so like- normal?- here.