I don't actually like (CW)

CW blood, stabs and organs. Close this blog if any of this makes you uncomfortable, thanks and take care

I don't actually like the smell or taste of blood, well maybe I do like the taste much more than the smell, and by far

But this negative aspects doesn't deny the unethical attraction I have toward being able to stab someone's stomach open and lick all the blood that pours out

Being able to get that level of trust out of someone to be comfortable for you stabbing them and licking them clean is a really weird but nonetheless amazing thing that can happen, if both partners are okay with it of course 

Anyways I think I'd like to do that BUT the way blood smells is not the nicest for me and that makes me rethink this decision, but I'd still do it

And I can bare the metallic taste of blood, I even lick my wounds clean for the tree's sake! I'm not scared of blood! I am practically the doctor in my household, I clean the wounds of the people living with me with tissues and warm water, I bandage it and take care of the scars and wounds! 

I'm not scared of how gruesome it might look, I like that, I've always liked it, I've always liked to make my drawings far more gory than they should, make them zombies with missing limbs for no apparent reason and simply decorating stuff with blood, I've always liked horror movies far more than any other movie. I even watched the fricking creepypastas when I was 5 years old man! I'm not scared of that!

Okay I'm getting out of topic, but you understand, I want to do that. I want to lick the blood of the inside of someone or the other way around. I could go on about how both perspectives are wonderful in their own ways and how it can fulfill each person's "dreams" in some way or another 

But I won't, this is already weird enough