A poem/song I am reallt proud of

Life Long Pondering That Only Seems To Worsen Things (XXVII / V / MMXXVI /// VII / VI / MMXXVI)

Must i have hit my head too hard and forgotten what was most important 

is this a punishment for a sin that was committed in the past that slipped my mind 

Is this all an illusion created by my mind 

Will this ever end

Or will it come to an end 

And will i be caught red handed?

Or Will too much shine in my eye cause my soul to be unknown for the rest of time

And should i unnecessarily worry myself over a lie that haunts me

When shall i grasp the concept of this essence of existence 

I promised myself a life full of light, but it's dimming down

And will the shine in my eye

 and the glee in my voice 

be the knife that ends my life

I emptied my heart, for a black hole

I gave all my air to the ocean below

And gave up my eyes, to the sun

While everyone sang, i couldn't breathe 

I promised the light, that i wouldn't stray

But i got tied up and taken away

And will the shine in my eyes

Be what gives it away

I promised you everything (i need that light, i need that light)

But you took it all away (i need that light, i need that light)

Will you come back to me (you promised)

Will you come back to me (you promised)

Will you come back to me (you promised)

Will you come back to me (you promised)