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istfg i just received my salary and im just spending it like crazy. i dont usually do that, im very careful with my money but i think i wanna spend it, i wanna be happy I KNOW THAT MONEY DOESNT BRING HAPPINESS BUTTTTTTtTT i mean, i wanna be happy, i wanna spend money in stuff i like, i never do that. and i guess i kinda deserve it¿
i always save my money for my "future" but... sometimes i think that it doesnt matter how much money i do save, i never gonna have enough for a house when im older so, whats the point of having a lot of money if i dont spend it in stuff i want? whats the point of having a lot of money if i cant be happy for having something i wanted for so long?
i am happy. i mean, I AM.
oh man, this shit started to get deep. ah.
everytime someone ask me about my future and what do i wanna be when i "grow up" i always think "happy".
everytime i blow the candle of my birthday's cakes, i wish to be happy.
i dont know if it sounds stupid but i... i wanna feel happy always, be around of cool people, good people. feel loved and love too. i am a very intense person. i tend to feel deeper than everyone else and i hate-love that. i mean, i can feel the emotions stronger than everyone else and be super happy but for the other hand... i feel a lot. i suffer a lot. the small things, hurt a lot.
i wanna be happy- i dont wanna think in my future or what im gonna do in these days, i just wanna flow with it. and i feel very pressed about it.
what are u gonna do with ur career? man. i dont know. and i feel scared for not knowing the answer.
i do know what to do, i mean, what i can do. but...
is it wrong to wish to be happy? is it wrong for wanting it SO BAD?
ah.
anyways, i wanna buy the iphone 5s to use as a digicam, or the flip lg that old one hehe. if i do that im gonna post it here. i know that no one is reading this or is checking me but, i like this.
im veryy nostalgic, i always live in the past, for a minute i wanna be present in the present. so i think that that buy is gonna make me feel more present with it. or idk JAJJA ahh
well, bai for now
—dani
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Ari-Kun
when we die, we take nothing from this world with us.
so if you don't have any urgent payments to make, or if you have a comfortable amount saved up to fall back on, then buy the shit out of that iphone 5 and take as many photos as you can with it!
at the end of the day we have responsibilities, but if we don't do anything with what we work hard for, then what's the point? obv, be smart how you spend, but enjoy it not while you can, but rather as much as you can @.@ <33
yeah, u r right ! tysm 4 taking the time of reading this and commenting, it means a lot !
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ofc!! <33
by Ari-Kun; ; Report